and really, i was very unfair to colleen when i wrote this. she was just lovely in vegas, and even if she did want to eat more nice dinners than we could afford, she kept quiet about it and was very diplomatic about eating at mcdonalds instead. she didn't make any kind of deal about money, and she was very thoughtful, and just a darling. and i miss her. so to colleen, if you ever read my journal: don't bother reading that other earlier post, i didn't mean it, and i love you.
okay, now i am finally done posting for today.
okay, now i am finally done posting for today.