yoga log

[supercheesegirl]

I did my yoga on Friday and on Sunday. I skipped Saturday because I got up early with Amy here and then went to the grocery store, and I skipped Monday and Tuesday because there was so much going on I couldn't relax. I was going to skip today, too, but I forced myself into doing half an hour. Once I get off track it's so easy to stay off track, you know? Even though it feels good once I start the routine, it's hard to get myself to do it. I don't know what I'm going to do once I start my new job. I'll have to get up before six to catch the train, and then won't get home till after six at night. Then, there'll be dinner with my parents, and then I'll be tired. Plus I've been finding it a lot harder to do my yoga when they're at home. It was better when I could go out on the back deck for some privacy, but in the house someone's always wandering by or wondering what I'm doing or shouting about something. My mother is always singing a little song or talking to the dog--she just can't help it, she's loud. I guess I'm just going to have to deal with it, that's all. I don't want to lose all the good progress I've made this summer (and I have made good progress, really good), so I'll have to figure out a way, either getting up extra early a few days a week (which I really can't count on, it's hard enough to make myself do it when I'm fully conscious) or finding time at night, or finding (and paying for) a class in the evening--if I'm paying for it, I know I'll do it. I don't want to join a gym, though, until I get my own place and I can join someplace close by. I wonder if I could just get a three-month membership? I definitely need to be getting more exercise. I want to find a way to make this work instead of slacking off like I do with most things.