supercheesegirl

okay, i figured something out. first of all, the reason for yesterday's little rant about my boring life and lack of fantastic adventure must have been menstrual-related. yesterday was Day One, and today i have the worst chocolate cravings (menstruation must also be the reason why i *needed* two pieces of fudge last night instead of just one). but i'm fine now, allie showed me where our department keeps the candy. seriously. we apparently send candy bags to customers when they're upset, and so we have a ton of candy stashed in the supply room. now i am stocked, and i feel much, much better.

also, i was thinking about it yesterday when i got out of work and talking about it with jorn, and i really don't need adventure right now. i don't even have time to clean the bathroom lately. yes, my job blows, but i'm only going to be here for another month, and i can put up with anything for that long. after that, i'll be in boston and things will be better. if the worst thing in my life right now is staring at a computer screen for 7.5 hours a day, i can deal. i just need to make sure i make time to go the gym, catch a movie, obsessively play nintendo (i've got above 90 stars in mario64 now, which means i beat you, jerod), or even just drive around. that's what made me feel better about things yesterday, anyway. and if while my body seems to be staring at a computer screen all day, the rest of me is pirating with captain jack sparrow, then that's okay by me.

(and thanks to luke and julie for the good comments--very helpful).

mmmmmmmmmmm. heath bar.